Hi Everyone-
I'm new to this board and I'm extremely grateful for finding it. I've been diagnosed with severe dysplasia and will be meeting with the dr. next week to discuss the LEEP procedure. I'm a wreck, I guess that's the best way to put it. I was diagnosed with HPV about 7 years ago and it has never progressed to anything beyond ASCUS cells. I've even had 3 normal paps in the past two years (2 in one year and then the third came back normal so they told me I could go back to annual tests); now, I'm 'severe'.
I've read all of your stories and experiences and I truly value being able to read them. It's great to know that I'm really not alone in this. My thoughts are so everywhere, I don't even know where to start/what to say. I just don't know how to handle this. I'm on the verge of tears all the time and I'm terrified.
I've started to create a list of questions for the dr. ranging from recovery time to if I can be put to sleep to how many LEEPS has he performed. Are there any questions that you wish you had asked ahead of time that I can add to my list? Fire away, please!
I also am having a hard time dealing with this emotionally. I'm not one to talk about things, so no one knows about this. I haven't told my Mom (she knows about the hpv and that I had to go back for a colp, but she doesn't know the results or that I'm going to meet the dr. next week), nor any of my girlfriends (2 of whom also have hpv). I'm honestly trying to figure out if I can either drive or walk home after the procedure (I only live about 2 blocks from the office) so that I don't have to tell anyone. Am I being crazy and unnecessarily holding it in?
Any thoughts or experiences would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you.