Hi Millie, Oh dont be sorry, Well my tumors i have one the size of a lg grapefruit, a few the size of an orange and several small ones, i dont do chemo at all they say chem dont touch the carcinoid cancer?? i take the sandastation for the tumors gave me hot flushing and also SEVERE diareah (?) something i've never really experince ever :( so i go for a scan every 3mths to check the size. where did yours start and did you say it spreaded? yes i loke to be able to get on here and read up and communicate with people with the same thing. its a long hard road :( ttyl