Hi everyone, I just joined this good group. I was diagnosed on Sept 2008, I was 36, after grand mal seizure. It was Oli II with deletions. It was on the side that affect my right motor so first 2 days after surgery on Oct 2008 at MD Anderson, I barely able to lift my right hand and my right foot was paralyzed from the hip down. I was active person so I determine to get back on my feet asap. After 8 days in hospitals w/ many therapies, I checked out with a weak right sides but able to walk with minor assistance. After a month later thru various physical therapy, I able to run even not as fast as before. Surgery was very successful. Neuro-surgeon said 98% removed while neuro oncology said 100%. Until now, I still left with minor imperfectionist with my fine motoric control. It feels akward when I try to write(right-handed) and when I run/walk fast up/down stairs, sometime I got tripped if I don't watch my steps. My right hand/foot occasionally gets clumpsy but can't complaint after what I've been thru. I never been in any treatment(radiation/chemo) since there's never been a need for one. So everything went well until 2011 I got a total of 7 seizures(local, always on my right hand/foot). MRI showing a slight brightness/increase of contrast around old area so my MRI become 2 months from 4 months. However subsequent MRIs still showing clear and no sign of changes whatsoever, not sure if that means a false alarm earlier. I'm glad but that doesn't explain the numerous seizures that I suddenly got last year. Before first seizure, I no longer take Keppra for almost 2 years without problem but now I'm taking it and the doze getting higher every time I got another episode.
I've been on 2000mg a day on Keppra but can't stand a side effect(drowsiness/fatigue, irritated/moody) and I'm a man and the sole breadwinner in my family. I've wife and two small kids so it's been hard to them when I get irritate so easily over small things. So now I take 1500mg Keppra and even though better but still hope that one day I don't have to take it at all.
My neuro-oncologyst explains that the seizure is due to tumor cells progression, which even though very slow growing but it's happening in a very sensitive area that affecting my right motorics and causing seizure on that part.
Progression is so slow and subtle so it can't even detected by MRI yet. Sometime is not easy to live knowing that something very slowly growing inside my brain and there's nothing we can do until it's 100% confirm by MRI one day, which maybe years from now.
However I believe everything happen for a reason and God is always in control. I'm gonna beat and outlive this thing. :) God is always good, no matter what.