Be strong and have faiths.
The recurrence of PC for my husband and he has to start his new folfirinox treatments, he was living in the cloud and did not give him any answer that it will work or not when he started in early Dec 2011.
Since last week, it was a big improvement. He has his scan after the 4th treatments and the scan result gave us an encouraging news. It is ok to be scared. As a caregiver, I did not sleep for the whole night before and full of fears, anxieties and wondering. I could imagine the doubts and fears as a patient. Be strong. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless and guide you.
Jess