But whether that's good or bad isn't yet clear
by MsRoxy on Tue Feb 14, 2012 03:49 PM
Dearest friends...LOVE, LOVE, LOVE...ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE.
Today, a year ago, my beloved man Hollis died in my arms. It is really quite beautiful. Sad, yes, but a gift to be there and hold his body as he shuffled off the mortal coil.
It is a bittersweet day for me but I will take some of his ashes, and his dog Rowdy's ashes (both died of brain tumors) and scatter them in the lake where they fished and frollicked and by God I will wail at the world like a warrior and go back to living.
Thanks for being here. Some days I truly believe it is all I have and really all I need at the time. xoxoxo Roxy
ps. eat a lot of chocolate today for me... okay?!!
by jon4156 on Tue Feb 14, 2012 04:27 PM
Sending you lots of positive thoughts.
by tpatterson on Tue Feb 14, 2012 04:32 PM
You give me hope that I, too, will make it through losing my JP. Off to eat a big piece of chocolate for you. Prayers..Tina
by Ducks-n-Row on Tue Feb 14, 2012 08:37 PM
I raise a glass to you! As I know Hollis and Rowdy will love your thoughtfullness of giving them a little fishing time.....
You wail at the World and I will listen from Houston! As I know Roxy is already a warrior!
Much love to you!
by Broken on Tue Feb 14, 2012 08:57 PM
I don't spend much time anymore on the boards but was so glad to see your post. I so admire you for all your beautiful post in loving memory of your Hollis.
Time goes on for each of us as we go on living. And yes, it's all just a bittersweet memory of a previous life we lived.
Sending my heartfelt thoughts & prayers to everyone.
by niallsmum on Tue Feb 14, 2012 11:28 PM
by heart_and_soul on Tue Feb 14, 2012 11:34 PM
Roxy sister been thinking of you all day. What a memory, to have and to hold. Heartfelt good luck to the man who is out there and is going to fall in love with you (it will happen) and wants to help you build new memories around Valentine's Day. He is going to be one special dude.
Much love every day,Sarah
by cjsbama on Wed Feb 15, 2012 12:16 AM
OH Roxy this is such a bittersweet day. I know that feeling of holding him as he joined the afterlife. A year. Wow you have been so strong. You have been holding our hands for so long. Now we hold your heart - tears.
Today a friend brought me flowerss so I would not feel so lost on Valentine's Day. I am sending you virtual hearts <3 <3 <3 <3
by JackieJo on Wed Feb 15, 2012 12:24 AM
Sending you love, hugs, prayers and positive thoughts.
by anotherdayinparadise on Wed Feb 15, 2012 01:07 AM
I'm with you Ms.Roxy
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