Dear dkchen,
I totally understand that you need an honest answer and pray you're able to heal with the best remedy available, our Father's healing. It's actually the best resource we have, but can only be used when we're happy inside with a postive mental attitude. Otherwise anything you do will not work.
I was in Reliv for almost two years, and it's a good product. The pro and con for soy is a heated debate and basically, I came to the conclusion that it's the quality of the soy and that it's better for older women. I don't use or recommend Reliv because of soy and sythetics in it, but you can study it out and decide for yourself.
The products I use are Body Balance and OsteoProCare (or their 100%vegetarian OsteOmegaCare) from Life Force and they're giving me the same results for less money than taking four of Reliv's products. I like the concept of how aloe vera and sea vegetables work at the cellular level. I'm sorry the link didn't work to get a free quart. (Not sure if this link will be okay to post, but go to http://www.attractgoodhealth.com/bodybalance.html ) There you can read more about what I take.
I like Life Force products, but there are a lot of good nutritional supplements that are giving thousands of people good health. None of them are cure-alls but just flat out good nutrition that most people don't get in the foods we eat, so when they start a supplement, they get results. If I were you, I'd grab ahold of one I believed in and take a lot lot lot lot of it. Every company has good health results to share, so it really comes down to what works for you.
And as I mentioned, I'll pray for your healing. If you truly believe you can be healed, you will be able to do it. If you are fearful that it's taking over, it will. Attract His love and believe He will heal. His power works more than anything you can drink.
Blessings to you,
Marcia