Thank you so much for your response Michele. Coincidentally, my name is Mischelle also. Your post REALLY helped me. I am very proud of you. It sounds like we are going through the same hell. Whenever you get your treatments, think of me as your sister holding your hand along with your family.
You are so right about the chemo. I had the taxol and carboplatin the first time and this time the doc added another (I can't remember the name of it). And yes, the side effects are worse the second time. The chemo was able to shrink my tumors then surgery to remove the remainder but good grief they came back with a vengence.
I had a neupogen shot a few days ago and the pain was worse than it has ever been. I was given some muscle relaxants but they only helped the second day. I've had the neulasta before which didn't cause as much pain but my insurance won't pay for it.
I know what you mean about the port when you loose weight. I also lost about 50 pounds and the thing started sticking out. I used to wear a lot of low cut shirts, I hate to do that now. My port was removed last year when I opted to have a bilateral mastectomy because I had breast cancer also. When I got the port put back in everything went down hill. Since the infection from my port, I now have a hole where the port was.
Thank you for your email, I will message you sometimes.