Dear Darlin, you are so not alone, I had pancreatic cancer and this huge surgery called the whipple, they take half the stomach, half the pancreaous, and the gallbladder. But I do have 4 1/2 yrs under my belt. Last week my pain mang dr. was feeling my stomach and looked quite shocked and told me my Liver is really enlarged. I'm also refusing to die right now, and also hungry for info. Wow! and it can scare the shit out of you when you on the internet and they give you all these wonderful examples of whats next.. which I really don't know, my best bet is to go for a walk on the beach right my prayers in the sand and let God do his work. I do belive in Miracles, and I will be praying for you to. You and I have today, so go have a wonderul one make someone smile and please write anytime you need me. Laughter and Love PamE