My daughter had surgery on the right side of her head, they shaved that entire side, then she shaved the rest after. She started radiation as her hair was growing back. She then lost 2-3 rather large spots, clear down to bare skin! Dr said she needed to be prepared for that to NEVER grow back again. Said he would be surprised if it did. Well SURPRISE! It has all come back in. She has one very small spot that is just above her ear, on the incision that doesn't have any hair. However, you can only see it if you know it's there and if the wind blows her hair just right. Her dr was SHOCKED to say the least! He was sure it would never come back. So, please have hope, if it doesn't come back, then wear your battle scar proudly! If it does, then you are also a lucky one. My daughter is 26 now, and she never had a problem going bald either. She did get a wig and wore it only when she felt like it! I totally agree with the other posters too. To see a woman with her bald head shows so much strength! I'm not sure I have that strength myself, but my daughter said, hair is just dead cells....so I'm missing it, who cares, I'm still me and proud of it! For me, hair is important! I totally understand where you're coming from. I know she did fine when she shaved her head, that she dealt with really well. But when the hair actually started to "fall" out, she took that hard at first. Be prepared for that, it's hard. But you have to be strong to face any of this. Being worried/scared is SO normal!! All I can offer is be yourself! The people that love you, will love you no matter what, and those that don't know you, just don't worry about! Easy for me to say....I will pray for you to be strong and beat this thing!