On Jan 01, 2013 6:37 PM Emmwitz wrote:
No I haven't been fitted for a mask yet, I have my first consultation with them Thursday and then we'll start radiation from there
Hi Emma,
My first session was actually a "dry run"; that is, nothing happened, the docs just spoke to me and my wife, we got to see the proton equipment and the table I'd be laying on. The room was cold so I asked them for a blanket. They'll leave the room when you receive your treatment. No big deal; they'll be monitoring you by camera.
If they make your mask the same way they did mine, it'll be made from a mesh, air permeable, snug but not tight. The mask will be fitted while "wet" and will harden, a process that takes about fifteen minuts or so. After they remove it they'll modify it if you like, that is, cut eye holes and nostrils; I asked them to cut away some space for my Adam's apple -- I absolutely cannot stand ANYTHING making contact with it. I won't ever wear a necktie for that reason.
My mask was held on by six "grommets", three on each side of my head. The treatment time varied but I don't recall being in the room for longer than a half hour. I wasn't concerned about being trapped under the mask; when the docs weren't looking I reached under it and lifted one corner, so I knew I'd be able to break out of it if need be. Fortunately I'm not claustrophobic; wearing the mask can be very distressing for some people. Usually I just relaxed and let the docs do their thing; I even fell asleep a few times.
Following my final treatment they let me keep the mask. My wife suggested I split it in half and display it on the wall. No thanks. It would make a hell of a conversation piece, though. I have it squirreled away in the garage.
You'll be fine, there will be a lot of people with you in spirit :)