feeling confused

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feeling confused

by jae6571 on Fri Feb 08, 2013 01:54 AM

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yesterday my brother who lost a kidney and was dx'd with stage 4 kidney cancer which spread to his lung and liver, gave me the best news ever, his recent scans are clean and even thoigh he must continue to take his cancer pill another yr, i am realizing how big a miracle this is, but i lost my dad to cancer, sept 12, 2011, an uncle to cancer july 4, 2012, and a aunt to cancer/my dads last sibling to cancer the tuesday before christmas, and i miss them horribly and i am confused an overwhelmed, is this normal or am i just too senstive? 

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by Carolynbmaes on Fri Feb 08, 2013 05:49 AM

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I believe in miracles!!!!!!!! Enjoy every second with your brother . I lost my daddy in 2011 and he was my best friend and I miss him sooo much however I knew he was suffering and in pain for so long that I was ready for him to leave this earth and he was ready too. When the quality of life is not there people grow tired and weary. I have five siblings and I could not imagine losing any of them. They all make up a part of my being and when one does die i know a part of me will die as well. You are very normal when relatives leave us , we just MISS them . And for me as the years pass on I miss my daddy even more. God Bless.

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by jae6571 on Fri Feb 08, 2013 01:10 PM

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thank you so very much for your reply, meant a lot to me. i am also sorry you lost your dad as well. i too feel if i lost my siblings id lose part of me, i have two brothers,but because my younger brother wasnt born till i was nearly 15, me and my older brother have a much closer bond, so yes, i will enjoy this miracle, i will make so much better use of the time i have with him now. and..thank you again for your reply :)

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by Carolynbmaes on Sun Feb 10, 2013 05:34 AM

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Thinking of you my friend !!!!!!

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by KPuff123 on Tue Feb 19, 2013 07:13 AM

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Miracles happen.  Given that his scans are clear, it looks like he is going to have a really good outcome.  Hoping for the best for you!

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by jae6571 on Tue Feb 19, 2013 07:46 AM

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thank you !! i am gonna enjoy this miracle for how ever long it lasts cause in my mind i didnt think it was even possible

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