In the east they say that from pain and suffering is birthed Love and compassion. What ever the outcome is for each person on this list we all will walk away with a deeper appreciation of the power of love. And we will have a deep understanding of the sacredness of life. And we all will know at a very deep place how blessed we are.
I am not in anyway trying to hide the truth about this ailment. It is simply un bearable to face. But being truthful and open with others is healing for us all. This very action is positive. Your writing back to me is giving me strength. That is positive. Supporting each other is positive.
This event that marks the end of life is no fun it is painful and it at times feels so unjust. I read ounce a phrase from a great spiritual teacher that went like this.
Birth and Death are part of life. God has no reason behind it. God take the young and the old. The sick and even the doctor.
What this has brought me to understand is that we are all going to go someday. The time is never told to use. So possibly the message of the end of life is to learn to live the life that we have 100%.
To share more with others and reach out to the needy. Who knows ??
Depression is a circle of thought that says what about me what about me. When My wife was diagnosed and I started looking all this stuff up. I fell and still do fall into rutts of thinking what will it be without her if she goes in a year or two.
This brings me beep suffering. But when I shift my thoughts to what about her and how can I serve her better my depression shifts from what about me to what about her.
Anyway I want to support everyone in the thoughts that we all have some cause suffering and others may bring freedom. The process is positive.