Hi, I know how you feel... I am going though the same thing. I have Stage 1B melanoma, I went for surgery on my left leg and three lyphm nodes removed and the result came back was negative, that is a good news, but still worries me about in the future. I went for oncologist counselor and they said I have a good chance and take care of myself like go see dermologist and oncologist every 3 or 6 months and make sure to check ups often then it will be alright. What size of MM do you have?? I have no treatments... I pray that everything is going to be fine.