I am in chemo, including intrapertioneal chemo. I was diagnosed 6 months ago with stage 3 that spread. CA125 was 9062. It is 14 today. I had 6 litres of fluid drained off and lost 28 lbs. Had 3 round of chemo, once every three weeks, had surgery to debulk, and am in 3 week cycles of once a week for 2 consevative weeks and the third week off. I have completed 4 cycles of 6. I am 61 years old. I am maintaining my wieght as eventally as possible varying only 5 lbs and that means I have to eat high calorie foods.
My mother was diagnosed with same cancer 10 days before me and died 7 days after my diagnosed. I thought I would not live till Christmas 2006. As the treatments continued, I felt stronger in many ways and this included my mental outlook. Sure, it is hard to go through chemo and all the side effects, but my mental outlook is now positive and that helps me to tolerate the down side of treatments.
One of the hardest things was to watch my children and friends avoid me seeing their tears as life seemed to be coming to an end. But hey, I am still alive and this cancer journey is part of my life. Share those teary emotions with me, and we will be stronger together. I know I am in many prayers that are powerful in my recovery.
No one promised us life without problems. It is my turn to fight a cancer battle. Many survirors showed examples of how. For me, it is not the sickness but how I am positively going to heal from this journey.