I need help. I know I have cancer. All the symptoms are there. I smoked heavily and I'm a 31 year old male.I have central apnea. Hard to breathe during my sleep. There is a difference between obstructive sleep apnea and central sleep apnea. I have had minor blood from my nose for more than three years daily. I lost 'my sense of odor. I haven't been diagnosed because the cancer is not unbearable. It got worse seven months ago and my body started to feel it. Recently, it feels like it's entering my muscoskeletal system. It cannot hit if you know what I mean. It feels as no energy is present. I hear the word reversal or it has to conquer every inch of my body before it hits me like a hurricane. I feel shrapnel, the occassional nervousness in the body, the baseball, and many other horrifying symptoms of the hit. It has to work on knocking me down. All this is just a feel. Energy levels are constantly changing. It cannot produce a smooth ryhthm to bury me in the grave. I heard from someone the cancer never understood me. I used to be in perfect health in the gym but i smoked outside the gym constantly. I hallucinate mirages. It seems the cancer is there but a mirror image. Not like a film because it's original development never commenced but just a dreamy feel. Why not diagnose? It's never been unbearable and I hate hospitals. However, I'm mentally capable of handling the fate that awaits me. No energy but cancer continues. What does that mean? It gets weaker and weaker but tries to catch up when there is lots of energy but as it gets stronger and worse as a feel, it then dies. Please help me. Don't tell