Bill and Others,
Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. I did get some good news one day last week. I saw my oncologist and he told me that I did have a tumor on my esophagus and also some spots on my liver and some other gland. He couldn't tell if the spots were cancer or not. He informed that the cancer on the esophageal was curable and if the spots were cancer on the other organs they were treatable. Not the greatest news but at that point any good news was welcome. I then had CT/PET scan. I guess this scan was of a better resolution and they could tell if the cancer had spread. The next day he told me that the spots were not cancer and it appeared that the cancer had not spread.
As you can imagine I was very relieved at that news after reading all the horrible things on the internet. At least I was able to sleep more that an hour at a time. Tomorrow I'm going to have a port implanted for the chemo treatments and the next day I'm having an endoscopic Ultrasound. I guess this fine tunes the size and location of the tumor. Then next week I meet with and doctor at the radiation oncology dept., and get that treatment started.
Everything is happening so fast its really hard to comprehend all the information I'm getting. When I think that I just casually mentioned to my gastroenterologist that I had a little discomfort and now all this. I could have very easily just ignored this and not said anything. I really feel fine and its hard to understand that there is a cancer growing inside me.
I'm very comfortable with my oncologist and the team of doctors nurses etc., that I've been seeing. It's a team approach and so far I feel I've got a great team.
I'll start the chemo and radiation in a week or so. I know its going to be a long road ahead and its not going to be much fun. I'm just lucky that I'm going down this road now and not in a few years.
Thanks again.
Rick