I stopped everything i was doing this morning and prayed for you on the spot when i read this. I am so sorry that you have non-hogins lymphoma and that you have had already had to see someone close to you go through cancer. My heart goes out to you. I am 25 and I have non-hogin Lymphoma as well. I just finished my 6th treatment. Chemo is so hard, and the waiting and everything. I don't want to tell you to keep your chin up or anything chicken soupie like that. Because sometimes you just need to cry it out, or feel sad, because this is really sad that this is happeneing to you. I really hope your CT comes back good.
I will be praying for you everday.
all my love,
Kabonna