I don't mean to sound like i am ungreatful, however watching a child go through something like this is unbearable. I realize that all the people on this website have had or are expperiencing some sort of tragedy, what i have the problem with is the ones who know someone who knows someone who lost their first cousin from a car accident. I can appreciate the loss but the sight of watching somene fight a fight that they can't win really sucks! watching my child unable to have a bowel movement for 3 weeks then scream in pain when he finally goes, or dragging him everyday for radiation and moving him to be closer to treatment is hard. i am not dismissing the tragedies of others, however, i would prefer to hear form the ones that have honestly fought this fight. I am sorry for offending you, and would like to hear how you are at this sight.