Thank you, thank you to every one who responded. I can't thank you enough for the reassurance that I am doing the best I can. My doctor means well, but I agree with all of you and my gut, that some one to talk with will help in some way. It's so helpful to get some perspective that what I am feeling is not so unique, that there are some solutions and some realities that come with this territory. To all who shared their stories, my thoughts are with you.
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