Brandon,
The other thing I want to say is while it is tragic when cancer hits someone's child or parent, there are issues unique to a husband-wife situation. When it affects your spouse, you lose your companion, major supporter, and lover. When I get really down, I reflect on my marriage vows and take solace in the fact that I know I am doing the right thing. If you believe in a higher power, there is some peace in knowing that God is smiling on you now and there will be a special place for you one day. Love to you and your wife. Diane