HI there, I have to agree with Carol, I too have cancer, Waldenstroms macroglobulenemia, but the Lord has it all under control. that doesn't mean I don't have bad days, but with His help. and wonderful friends,and family, I have been able to cope with this very well. I still believe in miracles too, God is still in the healing business today as he was years ago. I will be praying for you and your children, I know what has helped me so much we have a great prayer board on the net, www.allin1accord.com, there are many there, that are cancer survivors or still battle this desease, but we can pray together and cry and vent together, they have helped me so much these past 2 1/2 years! And yes, we laugh together too! Merriment is good for the soul! But a positive attitude is so very important, don't listen to anyone that tries to feed you negative, I pray the Lord touches your husband, and gives you the right things to help your children through this trial, Isaiah 41;13 says, I am the Lord thy God, who holds your right hand and tells you not to fear, that is the scripture I have stood on now for 2 1/2 years! God bless you and your family, I am here praying for you, In Christ, Pat