Its been 2 years since my Mother was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer and I've been grieving and dreading the inevitable.
I felt as if she was handed a "death sentence",
from her Oncologist. The doctors and myself tried very hard to save her life but after unsuccessful chemotherapy treatments that didn't work, our hope was diminishing and I felt as if the END was near and Death was waiting with each Dawn of Day.
On January 2, 2005, my mother passed away in her sleep. I am an only child and therefore had to make all the funeral arrangements by myself while on the other hand, felt grieve-stricken.
Now that its over, I can't focus, sleep, or forget this dreadful haunting nightmarish disease, which took my Mother from me and from this Earth.
Is there someone out there who experienced losing a parent and could you please help me cope in advising me on how to move on after this dramatic, tragic, sad experience????