Hi,
My mom also passed away from this cancer. It has been 5 years. She went very quickly after my sister had been murdered by her husband. I always felt the xtra stress is what killed her faster. Every day she is on my mind. I spent her last hours with her and this disease was devasting. You have no chance now. Over the holidays my cousin called me to let me know my aunt who is the sister of my mother was terminal with the disease. I share your pain and it is far from over. You always feel so helpless and I shared my feelings with my cousin and for one second I think she knew someone really understood because you never do and to let you know I am sorry for your loss and will always share the pain.
Alice