I am a 28 year old woman, mother of three and was just diagnosed with hpv. I am a nervous wreck because my docter called me today and told me that there were precancerous cells from my colposcopy and biopsy and now i have to schedule the leep procedure. My worst fear is that after this procedure i will end up never being able to have more children or even that i will end up getting cervical cancer. I am not married to my children's father but i am currently in a new relationship(for 9 months) and we have discussed that we want to get married maybe in the future and have more children. What if that is not a possibility?! I have so many mixed emotions and feelings i am a little angry. I don't have genital warts and can noit remember if i ever had some form of warts. Did my new guy pass this along to me or was this there all along and i just never knew about it? I have always had preety good and normal pap tests in the past i am so confused. If anyone can just give me some words of encouragement i would greatly appreciate it!