My husband was diagnosed 06-2006, He is taking third round of chemo now erbtox and cpt11, all others have failed, I get so tired of going to the clinic every week, I know I should not feel this way but I am really tired all the time. He is not sleeping at night at all anymore. It is wearing me down fast. My kids can't come and visit much it breaks their heart to see this man that 14 months ago weighed 298 lbs. now weighs about 180.
I am so lonely and seeming resentful I really hate feeling this it's almost like all I can do is be pissed off at the world. All our dreams seem to be ending just when they were supposed to come true. I feel so much guilt and it seems to be because I am angry. I wish sometimes I could just disappear. Please tell me this is normal if not normal expected. Thank You !1
Brenda