my mother is dying she has stage four lung cancer that has spread to her bones and in her lymph nodes i am her main care giver even though she has four other children and i had to take a leave of abesences from my job and move her into my home. First off i am so scared and i am so tired and i am very upset. my other brothers and sisters do not come over to the house to see my mother nor do they call to talk to her i do everything for her and i do mean everything with no help people are always talking about hospice being such a wonderful and helpful thing well hospice as done nothing except send a nurse to my home once a week for about ten minutes. I am very mad at god for giving my mother such a painful way to die we watched my cousin take his last breath due to lung cancer and he and an alful death my mother never smoked a day in her life and she would due a ten mile cancer walk every year and this is what she has to show for it being in pain twenty four hours a day everyday. i feel so all alone and do not no which way to turn. i am so very mad at my brothers and sisters that i could really go over there and kick all of their asses please i do not want to feel this way i need some encourgement