Thanks so much for your reply. I can say, as so few can, I know how you're feeling and thinking. BUT, I'm a great example of what a good outcome is and, honestly, I am not a "everything will turn out fine" "think positive thoughts" kind of person. Don't get too rattled and try to keep your sense of humor. I told one md I was looking for the after market for an only slightly used clitorios, and I enjoyed the odd look on his face. I, too had a total hyster. in the 80's, so I sorta feel the vula cancer was just a very slow growth left over. Anyway, pleae take your time in finding a surgeon, I went thru 4 at top comphrensive cancer centers before deciding on the one who was a fit for me. Please take the time and borrow the money if you have to to get all the opinions you need to feel secure. Oh, yeah, make your bedroom as cushy, comfortable and easily cleanable as possible before. You might as well have all the comforts - TV, dvd, radio, baskets of towels and sheets. Please let me know how your feeling.