God only knows what will come from all of these trials you and your family are going through. I know cause i had a son that had ewings 3 yrs ago. I think you are a lot of his strength because I know without his family, GOD, and the courage he had he could not have survived so long. He also had 42 rounds of chemo, radiation and stem cell collection. Make every day count as it were your last. One thing I always told him no one know how are when your life is over, except the man up there. Not doctors, not mom dad or anyone else. He would always say what if they give me a week to live. I would answer they are not God. He will let you know when that time comes. He was very positive, loved life and taught us plenty. I will keep you and your family in our prayers. Mom of ewings sarcoma son. Peggy