Angry that my father was taken from us after a short 7 months. Angry that the doctors said there was nothing more they can do. Angry that his last days were spent doped up on morphine, and all he was doing was breathing.
I cannot get this out of my head. I miss him so much, and cannot believe how quickly this disease took him from us. Chemo did not work, nothing worked. Every day was horrible for him. He couldnt eat, couldnt drink, was on a feeding tube for 14 hours a day. All of this to a man who did nothing but good, helped others, and was a wonderful father. I am just so sad, depressed, and mad. Im sorry to come here and do this, but most people really dont understand. I cannot believe there is no cure for this horrible disease, after all the money and research that has been put into it.
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