i just read your message and it is exactly how i am feeling regarding my dad who last week was diagnosed with aggressive secondary bone cancer. he is at the moment too poorly to walk over to the park with his grandchildren or do anything. i feel that i am slowly losing my dad and dont quite know how to deal with this deep emotion that i am losing my hero.... he spoke the other day that he is so dissapointed knowing that he wont see his grandchildren graduate or even reach secondary school (he is only 64 yeras old) watching my mum is also devasting and she just can't cope with the thought of not waking up with him.... i try to be bright and postive when i visit him, but knowing that i am losing my dad, it is a very hard thing to do.
god bless you
Charlie