If you want to heal, you need to remove the negatives from your life NOW! Stay with your family or friends, just get out of that house! Read Louise Hay, one of the reasons for having a cancer in that area in the first place is because of a blow to the feminine ego. Sounds like your husband is not good for you. And if he or his mother is not there for you now when you most need it, can you really believe that he loves you? I'm sorry but after reading many books on cancer, I know that healing is affected by negatives such as this in your life. Read Dr. Bernie Siegel, in one of his books he tells of people who left their spouses and went on to live!