i hate that tomorrow is thanksgiving and i am in a depressed mode. i know that i have things to be thankful for. the seats at our table will be full this year...i can't say the same for next year.
i am just so sad and feel so alone. i have been watching my dear father fade from the strong, happy and loving man that he was just a very few short months ago. i feel like i have lost all hope. that i have given up the fight. i can't cope and can't function. today i have cried all day...for the person who will be missing from my dinner table next year. for the life i have had and loved...for my sweet daddy...whom i feel as though i can't live without.
i know that there are good days and bad. i know that this too shall pass. but i am so sad...none the less.
i wish you all hope on this journey. thanks for "listening". my heavy heart and thoughts are with you all. i know how hard this can be. kris