hi susan.....i dont know what to really say as i am new to this message board...i am very sorry to hear of this....it is xmas eve and i was diagnosed with essential thrombocytosis today which i am not really sure of what it really is....two ofmy daughters have told me off tonight....nice huh??i feel so alone and like nobody really gives a damn.....i feel angry at god right now which i know its not gods fault but i dont know who else to be angry at.....i will pray very hard for you and please know that i may not know you personally but i would love to chat with you,.....god bless you and merry xmas..donna