Hi,
I don't have words to comfort you...my mom was with me 2 weeks ago but not any more.She had Bile Duct C.
She was given 6-8 months, and she fought bravely for 8 months.
The loss is irreparable but my only consolation is the fact, that she did not suffer the way such patients suffer. She was active, shopping, enjoying life with her family to the fullest. She prayed with all of us. I was hoping for a miracle,but I guess....our days on earth are all predestined.
God did listen to our prayers and caused her no sufferings at all.. till the end she had a good appetite and a zest for life. The pain was under control with a pain killer once in 24 hours. She didn't have to take morphine(which we were dreading). She had cardiac failure and none of the wasting syndromes of the disease.
My only advise to you is to take care of yourself, do yoga, eat a good diet and stay positive and happy and PRAY a lot. God does listen in his own way. Prolonging life is up to him, but lessening the pain and suffering is what our prayers can. I am sure there won't be any dreaded end stage for you, stay positive and keep your faith. God Bless.