Shannon passed away on friday the 11th at 430 in the afternoon. we had a doctor come over at noon and she thought she was looking okay and that she didnt need a blood transfusion(lab results were good). that brought her spirits up as the few days before were quite rough. Then we had homecare come over at 2 in the afternoon to see us and check on her. Shannons spirits were great cause she wanted to go to her moms house and stay there for the final month or weeks that she had left as she didnt want to die in our home. we were watching tv together and she thought that she was going to throw up. I grabbed a tupperware container and she started throwing up blood. i phoned the ambulance and by the time we started driving she was gone. no spouse should ever have to see that happen. I just thank god my little one was at my moms. I have to move as i cant get the picture out of my head of her shaking and the blood on the carpetwhen i sit in our living room.i know this is graphic but thats what happened. I am catholic but not a practicing one and shannon wasnt catholic There is lots of talk about faith on this site and I understand peoples views but I dont see how this is justified yes I knew this was comming but young people aren't suppose to die. Old people die after fulfiilling there life. It s been a long two years since she was initially diagnosed with colon cancer and I am glad there is no more pain cause the pain people have is crazy the amount of medicine and pills i dumped out was amazing. I hope she is in a better place and alyssa and i went for a walk to the park tonight to see her star and say goodnight. Thank you all for your support over the last few months.
I miss my wife
mike