Hi Beinva ~~ I am presuming that you are in the United States. Is this correct? I am in Australia, and when my doctor approached Celegene about getting the drug for me he was able to get it on 'compassionate grounds', which means no cost to me. I have been on it for 18 months and it has been my saviour. Only 10mg per month - for 21 days - with no side effects, and I haven't felt this good since I was diagnosed. I have heard that 15months is about the optimimum period for use, but so far it is still working. Perhaps you can try this through your doctor where you live. Just a suggestion. Best wishes, Cath