I would go on line and checkout the research done with cesium at a clinic in Rockville, Md. I'm not sure that trying to follow the book by yourself is as good as it could be with medical assistance. If I remember correctly there were 8 patients administered the cesium and all 8 were helped. Get all the help you can. Find out about this hospital. May God help you be successful in your search. I pray that you will be completely healed. God bless.