hey all the days sure dont seem to get easier especially at night. work has been good for me and lookin after my rugrat keeps me busy until she goes to sleep and then its so lonely not having someone to talk to. even though Shan was on so much medication at least I had someone to talk to or get the feeding tube started or whatever. my mom and dad have been a great help in packing stuff up and i think we finally almost have it all done. I tell ya though women are sure packrats!! Unbelievable amount of stuff. Oh well so be life i just try to think that the next day i will feel better. Talk to you all soon.
Mikey