lynn i sent u a private reply on my message you responded to. All i can say and idont know if it helps is to keep busy with something that takes your mind off things even if it is for an hour or two i couldnt not go back to work cause it helps me take my sorrow away for at least a couple of hours. plus i have to make money for me and alyssa owning your own business sucks sometimes....... my little one starts daycare feb 1 and its gonna be hard but kids need to be around kids to have fun not always watching us be sad. they see our sadness even though they dont say it. I know u mis your son tremendously but try to make everyday a good day for his daughters. Grandmas always know whats right! spoil, laugh, and let them have fun they will never forget just like u won't hope this kinda helps.
mikey