On 2/11/2008
nyazgirl wrote:
My dad was diagnosed with cancer on June 1st of 2007 and we lost him on June 23rd. Not a day goes by that i dont' wonder if there is something I could've done to save him.
I miss him more than I ever thought physically or emotionally I could ever miss a human being. I feel robbed by this cancer and robbed by how fast it all went down.
Some days, I'm not sure what I can do to feel better.
my daughters also lost there wonderful dad, and there pain is my pain and for the mother of our two beautiful daughters we had togeather ,is my blessing, there are good and bad days, and you need to focus on his life he had, and what he love to do, we keep pictures around,and talk about what happen, with each other , this is our healing.I look at my beautiful daughters, and I tell him thank you.Your dad will always be around you when you least expect it, my daughters and I have had many signs, be strong, and keep your dad alive in your heart