I found this website a few minutes while I was looking for some kind of emotional support right now, and all those messages really got to me because I am going through a hard time. My mom is in the hospital in ICU and getting weaker by the minute. She was diagnosed with Ovarian cancer last September and went into treatment, was doing ok, but then had to be switched to a stronger chemo just last Monday and on Wednesday we had to call 911 because she got very sick. I am hurting so much watching my mom lying there looking at us with a very sad face. She looks like a little girl that needs to be protected and I can't do anything for her. Today I am feeling worst than ever and I feel that I can't, and won't be able to handle it. How can I or will be able to go on without my mom? I've always been very close to my mom, even after I got married we still lived in different units, same building. I feel like scraming and running away from it all. I have a 8 year old daughter, but even though people tell me I need to stay strong for my daughter, I don't think I can do it. How can I go on? Will this pain ever go away? If I feel like that now, I am very afraid to know what it will be like when she's gone. I feel so lonely and lost.