I know that this is very trying on you and your family. My mother has recently been diagnosed with Rectal and Vaginal Cancer. Surgery, however is not an option for her. I know that you have alot of questions and just feel the need to know "why, and how...and how long" over and over just as I do. I could not imagine your posistion, but hang in there the best that you can. Take care of yourself as well along your journey. Your children are going to need you in the months and years to come. I will remember your family in my prayers. It helps me to know that someone else (many, many people) face the same fears and trials that I am going through. I would love to hear from you and see how your husband is doing.
Best Wishes,
Lisa