Ventana:
I hope this will help to reduce the head spinning. YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE FROM THIS.
Your numbers and your PROFESSIONAL recommendations are that this is eminently curable, even without treatment at this time. You have a small, non-aggressive cancer, identified early, and you are advised, and supported by top area specialists. You have time to think about this, read, study and reflect. For now the best course for you is to decide NOTHING. Reflection and time will supply the necessary consideration to make the best, most informed decision. Once you are an informed and balanced student of this disease you will be ready to move forward confidently and without regret. You are a lucky man, in the context of this disease. I hope that in your professional life you suggest to others to listen to those close to you who know the most and love you the most. I think that your message above suggests your course of action.