Hello, this is my first post. First i want to say that my prayers are with all of you!! Next, i want to know how everyone deals with this situation. My husband is 40 yrs. Old, was diagnosed in 2003, had his right kidney removed. Was cleared, just had scans done every 6 months to watch the other kidney. Missed 1 set of scans due to insurance reasons and on the next set of scans, there was a large spot and several small spots on his kidney, and some spots on his spine, chest, and hip. He took sutent for about 7 months, scans done, another spot showed on his abdomin. So now he is on nexavar. I look at him everyday and i see him slowly slipping away from me. We have 3 children at home boys 7, 3, and 2. And he has a 18 yr old daughter and a 10 yr old son, not living with us. Life is so hard, most days i dont want to open my eyes.. So i dont have to deal with everything.. How do you all do this??? Ps thanks for listening!