Hi. I'm just looking for some advice/support whatever anyone has. I had an abnormal pap in July 2007. I had a colposcopy and biopsy in September 2007. The results of that showed high grade dysplasia and HPV. I had a LEEP done in November 2007. My first pap after the surgery was in January 2008. It came back showing ASCUS so my doc performed another colposcopy and biopsy. It came back showing dysplasia. She said the treatment would be another LEEP however since I have not yet had kids (I'm 32 and was going to start trying before all this happened!), she wants me to see a gynocological oncologist for a second opinion. They would tell me if it was severe enough where it needed immediate treatment, or if I could get pregnant and be closely monitored during the pregnancy and treat it afterwards. I'm so upset by all this. I'm worried I might have cancer, I'm worried about having another surgery, and I'm worried about never being able to have kids. I thought i was healthy but I just don't know what to do. Any advice what-so-ever would be greatly appreciated. I just can't stop crying right now...