my name is jane brown.i am going throw a really bad time a year ago i lost my nan and now im losing my mum it really hurt my mum is only 47 years old and i cant beleave that in a coulpe of months my mum will not be around much longer and then i will have no famliy around so i have to go thought it on my own it hard for me i also have young child and they always ask why im crying