Hi, will be in remission 3 years come this August and am doing fine but for all the side effects left by the treatment. I'm still afraid each time my appointment comes due. It is escecially frightening becasue of the its rariety...I had 1 year of Chemo (two different kinds, one I know was Taxol)Both breasts were removed even tho the cancer was only in the left one. I elected to have both removed as I was large breasted and did not want any reconstruction or to wear a prosthesis. I wear cute padded camisoles, which are quite comfortable and provide some shape. I only mention this because I learned that "I" am a lot more than my breasts and that my husand , family and friends love and treat me no different than before-Also saved $500 dollars a year on bras LOL.....Ok, now back to the subject. All we can do is what our Drs advise, live healthy without making your self miserable, and know that each sec, each min, each hour of every day, week, and year-New treatments and becoming available. My heart goes out to all of you and I know that I am in good company knowing that there are others out there just like me who are sending out our love and energy and prayers for all of us.........Much Love carol