As I'm reading alll the notes my fellow ancer patients send I just see myself...reflected on every little word you'll write....yes...I'm from Texas...but even when I'm going thru so much joint and bone pain I think that this is a very small price to pay in return to what you will be getting back: your life, the oportunity to see your grandkids grow a little more, to see your children developing into better and more responsible parents... yes I'm havin really bad problems from depression, but I'm off depression medications at this time...My Insurance was canceled and I'm wating on some public health care help.... I have found a new faith in the Lord...and this is helping more that any medication. I'm not a religious fanatic or anything like that...but faith and hope are keeping me going.Keep trying,,,,