I hate cancer and I hate what it does. I lost my very best friend 7 years ago to a very foreign brain cancer. She was 19 years old and she died 6 months from diagnosis.
Now my Grandmother who is very dear to me is suffering from what started 5 years ago as metastatic renal cell cancer and is now throughout her entire body including bone, breast, lung and blood cell. She raised me throughout my childhood and is like a mother to me. It makes me sick to see what the cancer and treatments are doing to her. We have no idea how much time she has left, only God knows that, but whatever is left is left to sleeping and pain. She is fully conscience and knows everything that is going on. She has that look in her eye that has turned to acceptance instead of perseverance. The treatment that she is on makes her so sick and tired. I hate cancer so much, it is such a destroyer of life.
I pray for God's strength for anyone who has any association what-so-ever with cancer and it's terrorizing ways.