Thank you so much for your reply. I am so sorry to hear that there is now the other problem (bladder). Thia year has been so emotional. I too hope the will find new methods for a cure or atleast some longer time. I was wondering does your husband have seizures when he is awake or asleep or both? So far my husband only has them in his sleep, which has allowed him to keep his diagnosis mum, at work. I fear the day he may have one at work, that will change life further. I am battling other concerns too. I am a private school teacher in a Christian school. Our three children attend from preschool to 8th grade. I love being there with them but the pay is quite a bit lower then if I taught in a public school. If I was working and making more money it will be easier when that transition comes, but then I struggle with what is best "now." I have to think about our house, bills, feeding them, too because that is security for my children. So I struggle with staying where I am happy, and doing God's work, or preparing for the future. Being a teacher I cannot just quit one day and start somewhere new. It can take awhile to get hired on and then you may not be hired back, in a public school. I am sorry to burden you with my problems, it just gets overwhelming and most do not have this situation, where you have time (years) just not enough. It feels like sometimes I am watching him slowly dying. We were told we have this many years about, what are you supposed to do with that? I know God only knows the future, and I do enjoy each day with him, it is just very scary. I hope you have a good day today. God bless.